AJ'z thoughts arena!!

being cheated by the person u have cared for the most .... has worse effects on heart than a cardiac arrest!

people ask me if i am okay,
i tell dem hell yeah..
but i hide the truth,i lie all day!
actually..
i never felt better!!
dis feeling is all dat matter!!

i hear a romantic song and think of you..
what have u done to me?
this wasnt what i used to be..

i see a cute gal walking cross,
and call u up..to tell u how cute u are,
how much i admire you!
how i wish i cud be there where u are..
adore u my angel..my star!

i love d way u keep talking..
keep mingling and mixing,
cos its u baby..
who holds me on..tight and strong,
keeps the broken pieces fixing!

its an amazing feeling,
cannot be described..
the one i get when i see u blush,
ur face..every tym,it gets,
deeper in my mind inscribed!

v had conversations..loads..
and i soo love them,
where v threw words long and tall!
but nowhere less are d ones,
where u said it with ur eyes..
but lips? nopes, nothing at all!!

how many tyms i must have told u..
how much i love you..
and every little gesture of your!
and everytym i say dat..
i get goosebumps,cos..
dey come from my little heart pure!

i want to go away..
where people do not kno me or wat i did..
i want u to come along..
cos its u in my life,
dat keeps my desires strong!

1) late nyt tea and snacks - hmm...dats life dude!!

2) spontaneous long distance programs with frens - i am game anytym u are!!

3) parents telling me to work harder even when m doing well - arrrgghhhh...huhh!

4) one day without my bike - do i even have my limbs?? :O

5) wake up call at 9 am - stab me, choke me, kill me..but do nawwtt do that!! :(

1)overflowing garbage bins - dey piss me off!!

2)late replies - aarrrgghhhh, dey irritate me!!

3)surprise gifts - just cant stop smiling!!

4)evening rains and coffee - i love d smell, wowww!!

5)long drive and slow tracks - lets fall in love!! ;)

I know this blog is coming up late...so late , that we have already finished with MCL 2!!
Now, u must be wondering what dis MCL is..???
to clear d air between us..MCL stands for MAIET Carrom League...!

The first season started off with a spontaneity..and it went amazingly well...
There was a small participation...mere 4 teams..but yes the competetion was pretty much intense..giving us a surprise winners - RONAK and NITISH...

Looking at the interest of people post tourney, it was decided to inaugarate MCL 2 within a week's time!!
And as expected MCL 2 went bigger and better this tym..with 6 teams fighting for the honor! :P
WHOOOOOAAAAAAAAA......wat a competetion it was..i bet it was better than the IPL 2..infact the teams were being compared to the teams from IPL, based on dere performance!!

The defending champions (RONAK & NITISH) were surely Rajasthan Royals, who struggled to win there first match in the MCL 2 league..and finally were kicked out of the semis!

Then we had CHUCK & SUJIN, who won their first match with a large margin and then struggled through the rest of the league to win their second...dats Kolkata Night Rider's style...ain't it??

There was yet another team ANSHU & AROHIT who seemed to loose none of the matches..and made it clearly itno the semis, the first team to cross the league!! - HAIL DECCAN CHARGERS!!

The team that had me i.e. ANUJAY & ANOOP, believed in striking a balance between there wins and losses...but managed to make it to the semi-finals...u can call that...???...mmmmm...may be King's XI Punjab??

And then there was a team with good players but bad luck..this team could have easily won all the matches it played, but seemed like the luck did not support them. I recall Mumbai Indians to be one such tym in IPL. The Mumbai Indians of MCL 2 had ASHISH & ANKIT as team players...

Last but not the least..a team with the top performers...ROHIT & PREM, who simply were unbeatable...the other teams were ready to give them win-bye rather than playing with them and losing there honor...this has to be the DELHI DAREDEVILS..

The scorecard was so damn interesting..unbelievable..it wasnt sure for who is making it to semis and who is not till the last match of the league!!!

Since it went all the way like IPL 2 in the leagues..it had to go similar way in the rest of the tourney too!!
The winners came out to be DECCAN CHARGERS in IPL 2 as well as MCL 2...Look up for the team titled DEccan in our MCL 2..

Now, here on this blog..i announce the entries open for MCL 3, which is coming soon enuff..and m sure dis is getting even better..!!!

To close up abt dis MCL 2..I wud like to remind u of a few lines from some great person (who's name i dont really remember!! ;))

"CARROM RAMMAANUUU , JUICE PEEWAANUU...
MAJJAANNII LIFE..."

What is LIFE exactly??
Each n every one of us might hav raised dis question, intentionaly or not..
willingly or not,at some point in life!!
I fight wid dis too..so i tried looking for an answer.
I went through books and journals, read through quotes and quotations,
but never did i find a statement dat could define LIFE in just the way i wanted..or thought of!

Little-did-i-know,this inconsistency is wat exactly life stands for..
u cannot really find a definition, dere are no rules or theories about it even
all u can do is keep learning from wat u see...and may be den u never hav to face dis question again!

Dat way i can pen down one thing-
LIFE stands for..

L earning

I t

F rom

E xamples

so, dis is it??
so simple is d conclusion...???!!!
dis is wat d great thinkers spent dere lives on..and yet didnt find a statement for themselves??
i found one for self...dat too at 4a.m., wen most ppl lie down in bed dreaming of dere fantasy world..

p.s. - we are not here to talk abt d rest..who at dis tym of d day aren't sleeping!!

u wake up in bed,with a kickstart..heading for a day, so great!!
u go thru problems, face d challenges..
end up bak in bed..dull and irritated by the evening..say 8?

who on earth..wakes up and say..
promises to self..dat he's going to
ruin for himself..
his own day?

Nobody..i bet nobody
is the answer u thinking in mind,
still v hav days..wid troubles
ending up dull and unwind!

i wonder..how do people,
live d way oders tell them to..
its ur life..ur challenge,
face it for self d way u do!!

anoder thng i wonder..
is d way ppl differ..
on how dey look at problems
some think similar..some not even close!
here's an example for u,
i ended dis note wid a poem..
while started wid a prose!!

u can too sing thru ur problems..rather than cry,
and dere wud be no sadness..
no problems..
al-in-al..NO BHEJA FRY!!
:P
ya, dat one didnt go well..but still..

ENJOY...
:)

once upon a tym,
not way bak in tym..
dere was a gal - happy and lyf!

dis gal so happy..
was loved by her frens,
fun to be around..

dis gal so happy..
has a bad day!
tries to keep it in..
fake smiles she lay!
is okay she say.
but dat isnt true..sad is her mood
cos she had a bad day!

so, dis gal so sad..
cries out loud in pain.
frens try evrythng..
all efforts in vain!

d gal so sad..
is not going to tak it anymore
picks up a pen,and writes down a note.
she thanks her frens..
in d note she wrote.

dis gal so sad..
her note..is praised and loved by all!!

dis gal so sad,
and her note..
all of sudden,is d talk of d town.
some are mentioned pathetic
some tak up d clown!

dis gal so sad..
likes d way it goes.

dis gal so sad..
is not sad anymore.
she smiles and smiles..
and dere she is...
bak in form!!

dis gal so happy...
is happy about,
d note she wrote
when she went sad
it was d worst she cud write,
cos she had a bad day!!

Waking up to parents expectations everyday is what a child hates the most! Being compared to kids of your age..and also of not your age.....aarrrggghhhhh..... :(


May be dats d reason for LINKIN' PARK being so popular among us...I keep listening to this song.."Tired of being what you want me to be..."and it makes me feel as if d band spent a good time with me and den dedicated dis one for me!!..m sure u al feel d same way!


For those of u who dont..get out of my blog space..dis ain't for you!!


But this one day of total change came into my life,which made me realise - all u need is a chance to prove yourself!





26th December 2008; 23.30 hours -


I am watching a movie with my frenzz...dont ask whch movie,u'l start hating me!...so,i was watching movie and my mobile gave out light...it was later i realised dat it wasn't just a light,it was a smile :)


Someone told me that the MAT results are out!! That someone wanted to know mine..which obviously i myself didnt know. I was okay till then..after appearing to so many exams in your life,results become a daily practice. But this damn someone kept stalking me by sending people's scores.... "u kno wat A got 86,B didnt do well with 56..but the best was C-he got 99,can u believe it??"


Now that made the movie look even worse to me..wanted to run away from the theatre..but not for results.First thing I wanted to do was thrash this someone for not understanding the emotions of a student when results are out...THIS ONE WAS FOR THE STUDENT FRATERNITY!!!


Finally,the movie ended..and i ran off to home without even doing the post movie criticism ceremonial!!...now thats what u cant believe!!


Skipping thru the part where i was pulled over by the traffic police,was chased by a full "baraat" of dogs..etc etc...i reached home SAFE...ya Safe!!


Logged in to the net for results,entered the roll no just to find i got some score like...94..no no..it reads 99.99.....OHHH ********* I SCORED 99.99 percentile!!!!


I had just attained All India Rank 1...what was i supposed to do??..i had no idea..called my frenss,cousins,parents...i kept calling til i was done with my balance.


I was amazed...so amazed that i went off to sleep in amazement!!


27th December 2008; 07.30hours -


It wasn't the first time I was woken up by a call so early morning..I used to keep hearing from my mom for why am I not up and studying yet. But this day..as said earlier was a day of change!!


This call was from a local radio channel confirming about my MAT results,and wanted to interview - IFF I HAD TIME!!!....I had all the time in this world for interviews...hell yeah!!


And it started...calls..and calls...and more calls...many calls!! Some from friends and relatives to congratulate and some from the apparent friends and relatives who according to them always believed in me having potential....<$%^(&)(*)(*)(*(_)(*(&*&^$^> yeah rite..i believe u!!! But what m talking about is calls from the radio channels and newspapers,all longing for a bite on how i did this??...even I dont have the answer..but I framed it out..a fiction from the author u are reading now... ;)

I was nervous and trembling at my first interview..but by the 3rd I was doing great..enjoying it as a part of my daily routine..My family had no extent of happiness...they were so glad recieving calls from the known people!!

As said - "There are no free lunches in this world"..I had to payback for all the stardom I had in the entire day by giving parties to my friends...first time I regretted for having sooooo many frenss..But this thought too faded away when I saw my friends really happy for me..



It seemed the God has bestowed some extra luck on me since then...All my efforts come out with more than 100% output....THANK YOU GOD!!



27th December 2008; 23.30 hours -

At the end of the day, here I am lying in my bed...what exactly happened the entire day...Had to pinch myself to believe it was true..but still there was one question unanswered...



HOW DID I DO THAT???